Hi guys!! I posted two new vlogs on my channel!! A Sydney vlog and my Spring break vlog! I know I said I didn't wanna do a Sydney vlog but I actually forgot about that HAHA. So if you've gone through my Sydney blog post the other day and decide to watch the vlog, I'm sorry but it's gonna be repetitive! I really did forget that I didn't wanna do a vlog.

But anyway here are the videos!

Here are 7 things that I have on my mind right now:

1. I miss my big comfy bed. I always find myself at the edge of my bed every time I adjust myself. It is so frustrating!!! I miss being able to roll around without worrying about falling off. I miss my big ass bed.

2. I have to stop shopping online. I refuseeee to calculate the damage I have done online since I got to Melbourne. It'll make me feel even worse about my lack of discipline.

3. Since we're on the topic of shopping, I just bought a pair of over the knee boots from Ego... for a concert... in 2017... HAHA. Hi parents, I may have bought tickets to Justin Bieber. I hope you guys won't kill me when I see you in a few weeks hehe love u

4. I'm so anxious about my finals. Surprisingly, I'm doing pretty well so far. My internals are looking great but I feel like this always happens. My internals for the past semesters were meh... good enough but my final exams kinda brought it down. Sooo I'm anxious but if my calculations are right, my internals are all Ds and HDs right now, which is definitely better than my previous semesters. My internals would always be a pass, a credit or at most, a distinction. So I'm currently feeling happy about my grades right now.
Also, if you're curious, I'm taking Consumer Behaviour, Media & Communication, Sociology and Social Behaviour this semester. I loveee everything except Social Behaviour because that unit involves a lot of theories.

5. I have been trying to upload my Sydney vlog for the past few days but the wi-fi at my place is so bad. One time, it said it'll take 36 hours to upload it. The next day, I went to uni to upload but still no luck. So I don't know when it'll be up.

6. I miss my cats

7. I am so bored of cooking the same thing every week. I miss my mom!!

Last night (10th Oct around 9:45pm Malaysian time) someone near and dear to my heart passed away. I am so heartbroken but glad that she isn't suffering any longer. I've had to deal with 2 other deaths in the family but that was a LONG time ago. I was still a kid. I didn't know much about life and death. This one.. this one is really doing something to me.

So two weeks ago, during Spring break, I made an impulsive decision to fly home just to see her because I know deep down, I won't be able to do so when I get back this Summer. I never intended on going home until that Sunday morning, when I saw pictures that my dad sent, of her current state at the time. So I booked tickets to fly home that night. Words cannot even describe how happy I was to be back home, to see her one last time. I have to say, I started tearing up the second my plane touched Malaysian soil. I don't know what happened. I just felt tears running down my face.

Since I got back from Malaysia last Monday, I knew at some point I'd have to wake up to the inevitable. Every time I get outta bed and grab my phone, seeing the WhatsApp icon on my notification tab felt like a wave of anxiety running through me. But today was difficult. I had a feeling that I was going to wake up to this today. And I did.

It still doesn't feel real. Knowing that she won't be there when I go home this Summer doesn't seem real. I won't hear her voice anymore.

Being thousand miles away from your family at times like this sucks. Wish I was home. I remember one of the last things she said to me was "Mengaji elok-elok kat sana" (study hard in Australia). That's exactly what I'll do.

Note to self: spend everyday with your loved ones like there's no tomorrow, literally.

Hey guys! So I've teamed up with Adore Me to bring you date outfit ideas! Adore Me is a lingerie company where you sign up on their website and receive a package curated just for you every month!  They have a hugeee collection for you to choose from! And you get your first set for only $19.95! How cool is that?

So I came up with two, one for a casual day out and one for a more fancy night out!

Here's outfit #1:

When I think of casual, I think of jeans and sneakers! I love the look of a baggy pair of jeans and a fitted top. I also love the colour palette I came up with in this outfit. I think grey and pink go so well together! I'm not really one to wear jewellery. I used to wear statement necklaces all. the. time. but lately, I've been feeling the whole minimal trend. So I went with a pair of rose gold studs for this look. I'd also suggest that you dust on some highlight on the shoulders so that you'll look glowy af from a mile away.
So obviouslyyy at this point, you're wondering what do I wear for support for ya know, the girls... Fret not, I got you covered!! Adore Me has an extensive collection of intimates for any and every occasion! For this outfit, I recommend the Fairyn Push-up bra. For those who are on the bustier side, I'd go for the Azura Contour Plus! These bras can be worn with/without straps, which is perfect for this look!

Outfit #2:

So I was browsing through polyvore and came across this beaaaautiful blue dress. I just HAD to come up with an outfit based on that dress. With the body type that I have, I would so go for this dress for a night out. I think it flatters almost every body! I love the look of a massive cocoon coat over a bodycon dress. It looks so effortless! I went with a nude barely-there sandals to give the illusion of longer legs. I also went with a velvet clutch to add some texture to the look! Pair this outfit an all-matte eye look and a deep red lip and you're all set!
With this dress, I'd go for the Norella Push-Up bra to give me a little boost! For the bustier ladies I think the Jiselle Contour Plus would look lovely underneath this dress! Lovee the colours the Jiselle ones come in! So flirty and feminine!

I'm pretty proud with the outfits I came up with! I hope this gave you some inspiration on what to wear on your date! Click here to check out Adore Me's collection! You won't regret it!

'Til then!