And once again, I've succeeded at neglecting my blog. I am really, really sorry! I just don't have any ideas on what to write about lately. Not only that, I haven't been feeling comfortable and confident about blogging lately. I constantly have this fear of being judged, people telling me I'm not good enough or that my content is boring and pointless. Hence, the absence.

Guess what? I'm no longer studying at INTI. I transferred else where because I just wasn't completely happy with what INTI had to offer in terms of the experience. Now, this isn't me talking bad about IICS; they have great programs. I met great people but honestly, that place wasn't my first choice. But it was the most affordable and I didn't wanna burden my parents any further. So go figure. And I'm not the only one who decided to transfer elsewhere. I bumped into a classmate at Sunway Uni a few days ago! Also, can we take a moment and appreciate the new Sunway Uni building? It is huge! My degree commences a few days after Hari Raya. So excited!

Speaking of Hari Raya, I can't wait for Raya shopping. I've been wanting to get Topshop's jeans for way too long now! If you haven't already, please do try their jeans. It's amazing!

I've been going through my soundcloud a lot over the past few weeks. I found so many great songs that I thought I could share with you.



Oh, my next post will be on books! 'Til then!

1. I know I've mentioned that I'll be posting my makeup favourites soon but uh... I am in the midst of preparing for finals, which is next week. But it will be coming soon! I promise! Anyway, I had my last presentation of my last semester today. It didn't go as well as I'd hope for due to the fact that I had no idea what I was talking about. We were told to talk about macroeconomic issues in a country of our choice. Long story short, I didn't know what I was doing which resulted into me losing my confidence while presenting. Meh. Shit happens. You live and you learn.

*cue the separation anxiety*

2. Here's a wakeup call to everyone who thinks English is easy. It's not. So my program requires me to take English Language Skills 1 and 2. The first one was a piece of cake. I guess you could say I did pretty well. The second module was a killer. Never in my life have I gotten marks this low for English. I don't want to sound snobbish but I've always gotten an A for English. I think the only time I've gotten a B for English was when I was 12. But that was because I copied my friend's answer blindly, thinking it was all the right answers. Never again, bro. Never again. Anyway, it killed me to find out that I'm doing badly for this semester. I don't even have the guts to tell my parents. But hi parents, if you're reading this. I'm doing horribly for English. Luv u.
Because of how tough the subject is, I've become very paranoid with my grammar lol

3. You know how I mentioned I want to get a part-time job after foundation? Yeah, the only problem is transportation. I don't really have my own car to commute from point A to point B. I don't want to walk... I sound spoiled. But there are stray dogs out there and I'm terrified of dogs hahahaha. They're cute but my god, they look mean. Plus, you'll get catcalled. I've walked from my place to McD a few times and it was the most terrifying thing of my life HAHA. Ok but seriously, it really is sad for us girls to have the fear of being harassed when we're out alone or whatever, really. And did anyone read that article about that Indian rapist who said that "girls should allow the rape to happen" and how rape culture is becoming a norm in India? I can't even describe to you how disgusted I am by it. Girls do not belong in the kitchen. We are not objects to satisfy your 'needs'. You have no right to tell us what to do and/or how to live. The mentality some people have is revolting.
Ok how did I get from talking about a job to that? I want a job, man. I have a killer shopping addiction and a wishlist to match. The fact that I've already came up with a wishlist when I have yet to land a job is embarrassing. What if no one wants to hire me? There goes my hopes of getting my hands on some NARS products... and Topshop's Jamie Jeans. Sigh, why is NARS so expensive? Is anyone in Kota Kemuning looking for someone to hire? :-)

4. Uhm, it is that time of the year where I become sad over the fact that I'm not at fashion week. I need to attend at least one show at both New York and Paris Fashion Week before I die. I didn't watch much of the shows this season because you know... college is more important right now. I do remember watching Oscar de La Renta. I think it's safe to say that Peter Copping did an excellent job as the new creative director. I loved the collection!! There was one number in the collection that reminded me of a Russian mafia that I adored!! Want to see an ODLR show live one day!


5. I have yet to decide between University of Hertfordshire and University of Wollongong. Help.

6. I have plans on changing the look of my blog once I'm done with finals. I don't really have the intentions of actually purchasing a professional-looking theme at the moment because bro, it's expensive. But I want one! Is there anyway to change the way my blog looks like without having to purchase anything?

Mid-baking selfie!

Can you guess what these are supposed to be? ;)

 Some of the treats came out great. And then there's this... that came out really bad.

Before it went into the oven.

After baking

Also, call me "jakun" but the fact that Jwen has her own mini dancing studio in her house is so cool!

I have one more day 'til I'm done with the first half of the second semester and I am SO excited for next week. Can't wait to get pretty shots from my little adventure with my friends! 'Til then!

I certainly didn't expect college to be this tiring oh my god. I can't even describe how exhausted I am. Only getting 5-6 hours of snooze everyday. Not cool, man. Not cool. I have tests next week. Am I terrified? Yup. I have no idea what to expect. I didn't think I would ever say this but I'm so scared for English. Back in high school, English exams were something I always look forward to sit for because I knew it was my strongest subject. That and Math! I hated the idea of not being the best in my class for those two subjects. Aizad and I would always compete to be the best in class for Math and he would ALWAYS beat me by just that much. I was always the second best for Math but English, best in class HAHAH. I am so full of myself. Hashtag no shame hashtag fabulous.

Hello! My first week of college was... well, if i had to sum it all up in one word, it was overwhelming. New people, new experiences, new vibe. I am definitely not in high school anymore. I don't know if I should be afraid of what the future holds for me but I'll take it one day at a time.

How did orientation went? Well, I absolutely hated the fact that I had to wake up at 5:30am just to get ready. Do you know how cold the water is at that hour?! But anyway, I left my place at 6:45am. Yup, so early right? Only (or maybe not) Subang people will understand. When I got to the hall on the first day of the orientation, I felt like the Malay proverb "bagai rusa masuk kampung" suited me the most at that moment. I didn't know where to go or what to do. When the event started, you would think I was looking around for cute guys but nope. I was scanning around for Malay students. I felt so out of place and awkward being the few Malay students on campus. I guess everyone opted for public institutions. But it didn't bothered me that much. I still had fun. I still kinda got out of my comfort zone. We had to break the ice with each other, which was definitely not my forte. But I did it anyway. Yay me. I'm not going to talk much about orientation day because we played games most of the time so...

I'm writing this on the 7th - my first official day here. My English class ended an hour or so ago. I already have my first assignment to do. I'm kinda excited about it because it's English and I love English. During class, we had to do the usual introducing ourselves to our classmates. I lied about one of my hobbies... I wanted to say "I enjoy watching YouTube videos and I get super loud and annoying when I watch MotoGP races." But nope, instead of the "MotoGP" thing, I said I liked reading... LOL. I can't remember the last time I read. What the heck yaya?

We also had to do more ice breaking which I actually enjoyed. I loved the fact that no one knows who I am or where I come from. A new clean slate. Oh and if you're wondering, yup there are a couple of attractive guys in my class ;)

Currently the 10th of April. Today was so much better than the day before. Yesterday was probably one of my loneliest days in college. I ate lunch alone.. until a couple of my classmates, Danial and Arvind came along. They are so nice! So friendly. Oh and in case I haven't mentioned, I am a VERY quiet girl if I'm in a new environment. As excited as I am to meet new people in college, I am the kind of person who needs the extra push to open up to people and start being my typical foolish self.

I actually had a fun time today despite the fact that I feel isolated with my other classmates. It's not their fault. I don't think they push me away. I'm the one to blame. It is so hard for me to make new friends especially with people who have loud personalities and are confident as heck. I did start talking more with the same guy who I kinda ate lunch with yesterday and this other girl who if I may add watches Michelle Phan (!!!!!) and likes MotoGP too. UGH SOULMATE OR WHAT?! Yeah, I had a really good time with them. Danial is such a gentleman. And he is SO FUNNY. SO FUNNY, you have no idea!

11th April - only one class today which was Microeconomics. So far, it is quite an interesting subject. I was so happy class ended at 12! Gotta love Friday classes!

Sooo yeah, I had quite a good time at college this week. Everyone has been so lovely. And the fact that I have Mian there as well makes me so happy!